Looks Can be Deceiving

I’ll be going back to the endo next month and if I keep days like this up, my results on paper will look REALLY good.

Here are some thoughts that occur with such a flat line:

• Do I have enough low treatments?
• Will I crash?

• When am I going to crash?
• Where will I be when I crash?
• Will I ruin this beauty if I eat?
• What can I eat AND not ruin this beauty?
• Am I planning on doing any sort of exercise/movement soon?
• Do I have fruit around if I want to exercise?
• Can I reach my low treatments if I go low?
• Am I driving somewhere where I’d have the chance to safely pull over if I go low?
• How can I tell the difference between a “leave this” 70 and a “treat this” 70?
• Am I going anywhere where I want to bring a small bag? Goddamn I hate when I need snacks and a small bag.
• Am I checking my watch too much?
• Damn it feels good to feel this good.
• It takes so much work to feel this good.
• It shouldn’t take this much work to feel this good.