Judgement Day

I was supposed to have an appointment with my new doctor at Joslin in August, but it was during the weeks the kids were not at any camps.  I  rescheduled, but the earliest availability was October, but also put my name on the waiting list for cancellations.  Yesterday on our way to gymnastics, I got a phone call that there was a cancellation this morning at 10:30.  So I’m off to Joslin for “judgement day.” *I am calling it judgement day because I am not prepared for this appointment, and because I haven’t been able to find patterns in my diabetes and because I am not ready for this.  Not because I think the new doctor is going to lay judgment on me.*  My friend recently started seeing the same doctor though, and told me that she “gets life” and I shouldn’t worry 🙂